As of last Wednesday I have begun to experiment with hope and faith again. It's a bit of a chore to properly reconcile the past and the present, but these new exercises have granted me a new lease on my feelings. I meditate slowly and gently on the things I have and the things I have lost and the things I have gained.
This. tiny website is soooooooo slay and I love working on it. It has achieved a perfect score on the Google Lighthouse report generator. I am learning to love my books again. I walk 12 thousand steps on average, daily. It's a small, slow life. I'm learning to enjoy it.